the internet's too fast
too fast my brain can't process anything anymore.
as like any other person, i pick up different things to... not obsess over, just find something of interest that i'd like to indulge myself in for a short time. some stick, some don't. like going on a walk by the shore, picking up shells, or sticks, or rocks that catches my eye and upon inspection i'd decide whether to keep or drop them in the sand.
i used to notice when my algorithm picks up on my current interests. it's gradual, and when it does pick up it shows me anything about and related to it so i can branch out from that, exploring different dimensions.
now it all feels too fast. it picks up in a second. what saddens me is when it picks up my new interest, it almost completely erases my past ones. trying to build an identity through social media so it syncs with my interest but now quickly reboots when i introduce a new one.
everyone and everything on the internet look, act, dress, and sound the same. i find myself slowly losing interest, which is probably (definitely) a good thing.