HNY!!! oh and my rings are back
HAPPY NEW YEAR !!!!
it is the year 2025 !!!
2024 really wanted to be memorable, so why not finish strong?
i arrived at my home country.. and 2 days later.. flu.... :D
it's the 6th day now and i'm recovering especially now that i'm taking antibiotics so the progress is noticeable. the first 3 days were horrible, couldn't get up from bed without swaying every step, FEVER, fatigue, i just wanted to sleep all the time. i've never loved sleeping so much until now. obviously that's not enough, i need food and water to fuel my body in repairing. the medications for colds stopped working and i went to the doctor to get checked and was prescribed antibiotics.
then i was told my great grandmother passed away the day before i planned to go home to the province where i also planned to visit her, like we always do. i couldn't travel on the day i planned since i didn't expect to get sick. last year i did visit her when i was back home in the province, that was my last visit of her. i'm glad i went. who knew that would be our last meeting.
i met the year 2025 with no voice to scream HAPPY NEW YEAAAAAAAAAAAR !!!! and an odd hollow feeling on my chest.
for years i have been doing the old tradition of new years resolutions. for me personally, i don't think they work. so this time, i won't set any goals and expectations.
let's see what 2025 has for me.
will you be as ruthless as 2022, as quiet as 2020 or will you continue the healing 2024 started?
oh also, my rings came back, they were placed on top of a complicatedly patterned notebook on my study desk. they were almost camouflaged.